The Pond... Am starting to be observant more then before. The large fish - disappeared after more than a year ( i wonder about how it was after the neighbor kids had been down there) - now a new species has emerged and is creating a dominant culture - this is how it's mostly always been, but, i'm wondering how much i might alter the ecology (got a trap down there now) - oh sorry - they are crayfish and when they get older turn bright red kinda like a lobster. They eat anything and everything.... I realize this (scene) is a manifestation of feeling and vision of when i was young and we hiked 5 mi. in to a only one cabin on a lake. Wonderful. As far as growing up - that's another talk.