Ponds and Oceans

       This is a sort of update and end to the theme here for now. Mixed results and happenings around the pond. The lower pond is overrun with the crays, and the mud hopefully awaits a new lotus season. Others will take responsibility. The upper tank is cleared and will also be tended to. Seasons and experiences are the stuff of our existence here. Change is the operating factor in this world of time and places. I will continue to write my views - to improve / to speak / something meaningful...

Maybe a hh verse

Eyes on the skies help the world to rise, & touching earth / giving birth / energy's flow / descending / know / yourSelf / go / in love sow☼

At the Cliffs

        I came upon one today at the cliff by the ocean. Don't see them as much down here.

New Phase - Happy Ending

A little dejected - right before getting loaded out to the shelter. Officer said special reduced adoption fee.. , i think he can be rehabilitated. Must be adopted within two weeks. Update: Owners had reported dog and picked him up.

Being Fair to Oneself

Not to be too critical, but...tonite i'll catch the stray 1 yr old pit terrier, and then i have to get him adopted in two weeks - is as long as the shelter keeps them. In 19 yrs, i've not seen dogs, only ferral cats. There is a joke about that - I didn't see them, but now i see, and i see that this is what is needed. The lotus sleep, some brave lillies remain. The crays have claimed it, or cause of the dog. The guy taking over the cray project didn't want to go there with his 1 yr old. Lessons? I learned that shit turns to fertiliser. God will come out of this. What else could the sign of a 1 yr old be but a blessing for the youth. so i have 1 lead as soon as i get her pound # tomorrow. i put something in her food so she will sleep well tonite. {the upper pond was cleared but now the crays must be moved. -  i thought this was a hobby}i thought i heard a dog a while ago, mostly tonite is the toads party night so that's the loudest sound. i hope he dreams it off.
i supplied my pre - curried - cayenne (which was very hot today) rice and veg. and the owner thru in a chicken leg i think. i will check soon. Yesterday was the longest he stayed before bolting, as i got down and spoke gently it's ok, it's ok.  i will go check soon. Aloha to you...You did the best you could with what you knew and the tools you had.

Cetetean Communication

         Ok, i'm just going to say it: I believe we can tune in and communicate with whales, or that we are somehow linked. My experiences with Humpbacks over the years have given me this feeling. I know most people think someone who say things like that are woo woo or crazy, but it doesn't really matter to me; everyone has the freedom to think what they want. Today's, and the last two visits have given more evidence. The first visit, when i called to them, was written here before. The second, was when i decided that the 5 mi. loop was good enough and i didn't really need to see them. In a 30-40mph. wind - didn't see one. Today, i thought, either way is ok. At first, anyway.

           Checked the radar, no rain, maybe. It rains a lot out here. On the way down, saw only one guy working on the dirt/stone road - a rare thing.  Not that many people on the road for a couple miles. On the way down, giggling elementals? At least it made me laugh. At the bottom, where the road becomes 4 wd. - Saw a man wheeling his child in a carriage. Getting down to the trail to the cliffs - i saw the mystical Numbers: 444. There's a couple other houses, no numbers? Reaching the cliffs, i saw the two young steers, who said: we just wanted to serve. Namaste. I wish, in this world, you wouldn't be getting served. 

           Reaching the platform and stretching -   At first, i couldn't believe my eyes. Looking down in the swirling foam - the gold fish? A different one? In an upper part, but still caught after 3-4 weeks. Is this a good mirror, am i still trying to get out of the pond and reach the ocean. I thought about many of those who are tossed by the waves of life, who cannot swim above the raging tide. It bounced him from place to place, but he was trying to get to the place that, when only the perfect timing and right tide, will lead to freedom. Has he been in there for weeks? Not much i could do, except desiring his liberation, from 100 ft. up. when will i reach the ocean?

            Turning toward the cetaceans, i tried to feel where they were. A good 30mp. wind had dried the sweat. Well, i thot, the first time i called and they came. The second - no call - no see. This time - ambivalence? Tried that for a while, laid back and breathed in the indigo horizon. Had been listening to their sounds on a hydrophone lately, so those sounds came to my mind. There are many different sounds with the many individuals. One is a high woooo (there's a woowoo) - actually at least a couple different ones, probably females. A little like an owl. The low growls of the males are like cows, lions and elephants. --There's a lot of things going on - males competing to for mating or to escort mothers and calves. I started making some calls. mostly telepathically.  After a bit, no sign of any anywhere in the 5 sq. mi. area. I thot, well i don't want them to go out of their way, or impose on them, but, i Really want to see them. Either way, i'm detached and will accept whatever happens. Every day doesn't have to be always magical, tho actually it is always there. The spine tingling opening sessions have continued. It is a magical time now, on earth. Stand up - stretch - chi gong. Yeah i don't want to bother them - and just at that moment, the turquoise color that reflects the white belly appeared about 3-400 yds. out - she was on her side just long enough -- to wave -- with her flipper...one back and forth, and then continue on with her calf... Know that is part of their behavior. Excited and laughing / bliss full experiences...
http://www.jupiterfoundation.org/new_bw_liveaudio_hawaii.html

       
       

The Meanest Girls at the Watering Hole | Science & Nature | Smithsonian Magazine

The Meanest Girls at the Watering Hole | Science & Nature | Smithsonian Magazine - Hypothesis of elephant behavior at Etosha

Signs and Dreams

    Life is but a dream... it's getting to that merrily rowing that's the trick... in a game that is short - or forever...  seconds can merge into eternality...
    A neighbor was saying something about me doing or saying something, thinking i was an Aquarius. And since i'm called Libra in western, and Virgo in eastern (sidereal), it made me think about the things we use to help explain situations and people, and the world. I've heard different explanations for the different systems, and it's all valid if it helps you - if it works. The universal forces are unknowable by the human mind. i think you have felt the moon shine - how about Jupiter? Before i came to these isolated islands, a psychic said: you lived there before 4 x's, and you have something that is calling you - you may have the chance to learn the Huna teachings from a woman(have had 2 that came). So, if she correctly identifies the past life problem in the current one, the psychic is useful in helping me work on that issue that is not resolved.- have made progress. One, from the psychologist involves asking the creator to cut the karmic ties since the the soul's inception (a kind of ho'oponopono). The different practices(cards,readings,etc.) will reveal according to all the people,and forces at work. We need to know certain things, each according to their desire, but like a wise young woman named Angelique
 said: "Expend your time on the solution..."  i was thinking about her today, because i was cleaning up someone's trash that was ripped apart by a stray dog. She does immense work in that field with many animals for KSPath.
         Even though i passed the torch for pond management, maybe it was not done with enough communication. The dog is symbolising and telling me something (Another subject - "clean" and "unclean"). Still, is this some kind of strange mirror or reflection - Can virtual worlds interact on the physical plane? I've been having a lot of wildlife glitches lately. After advancing in consciousness, the body tests, as it changes to follow the changing inner bodies. The poor thing was skinny and has been around for over a week in the trash, (but not mine, 'cause there is nothing good).  I found out they get 2 weeks at the HS shelter, so i found a group that adopts individuals out, so since it's young, she should have a good chance. Another couple days, and the stray is still here. The animal control will not come out unless the animal is in your possession. I've gotten 10 ft away, but she runs if any closer - being chased away so often. Tomorrow i will get a trap (which is challenging with my transportation lately), and i'll get it adopted. The energies and teachings are abundant now... just breathe and keep rowing...

NDERF Home Page - Out of Body Experiences

NDERF Home Page - Near death experiences, collected, and more...

ET Disclosure Update

http://youtu.be/NTK5pY11G_g  - Steven Greer M.D. - Disclosure update

Small Lotus

Blessings to all who wander here...

Treehugger / Technology | MNN - Mother Nature Network

Lost Egyptian pyramids found ... by Google? | MNN - Mother Nature Network

Mirrors Everywhere

      This title is from 11-3-12, so i guess one could say i could be a professional crastinator (or a non- linear thinker?). The idea was to show how one viewed experiences (and physical entities) as signs and teachings (and joy and inquiry) in daily occurrences. Most of all, it being the most honest and effective way of reflecting - desire - or intent = outcome. The personal truth revealed in the unique situation. The unquantifiable missing formula is past life karma, which may explain all that we can't understand, though we will eventually.
          One scene was about how i came down the hill toward the breadfruit tree one evening - by the breadfruit tree (they smear the fruit along the ground to eat it). Stopping immediately and calmly, i watched him he darted toward one way of escape, then i could feel his heightened tension, as he realized - wrong way - and dashed the other way into the bush, and up to the left (i took a couple steps back)i could hear the powerful crashing as he headed for safety (even the tiniest insect wants freedom and life). And the butterflies, birds and prawns, the neighbors, the body, the water. All mirrors for us to see - the beauty/responsibility... creation that life is. Mirrors and Messages. (And messes)
             Today, for me is a humbling, intense, and en-lightening experience in the mirror.  (Just realized I did not see a human today). I will see how and why i have come here, and time and events will lead to a different adventure, with wisdom earned. What i will remember most about yesterday, while feeling the pain of a lost vehicle (could be any loss) - a partial self blunder(forgiveness)--- is how the rainbow came up at that moment. It is always a beautiful "mirror" to see at difficult times. It has always been a great sign of a remembrance of the inner good within everything in decisive times. . So the inner work and advances are usually met with reverses, as the physical body adjusts to an inner body change. Another way to see it... I also saw connection and support, miracles and magic are also here for us. Now is what it is. We have the same / different viewpoints. " The students argue - the Masters agree." The birds and the whales - one's soliloqy...

Many ponds / Many Wonders

           Along my walk, i decided to take a "road" (a 1 car dirt lane) i'd never gone on before. Have always appreciated traveling and going a new way. This allows for a spontaneous alertness and wonder of the self; to play and be free( and sometimes lost). After a couple miles going down toward the ocean, the road met another and knew my location. Another 3/4  and i could be at the cliffs and see the whales. I feel they have some way of perceiving us, and it was not a question to go - except... You go through peoples property and pastures, and i hadn't been there for a while. At the beginning of the road down, there was a bright 444 sign - an auspicious number, which is the property at the end , tho there are a couple houses before it. Coming down, looking across the vast ocean, i knew i would be seeing my "friends." "It's not a great idea to expect things, Mr. Rational said, but there was no question it would happen. Alas. when getting there, the place where i was last time was gone, replaced by fenced areas and cow pasture. Had to keep going, so farther down, between the fences, a narrow trail, and in the trees, a perfect spot, about 100 ft up from the water. As we often find, our fears are illusions.
         Scanning the somewhat turbulent waters, no sign of of spouts or anything. I just scanned and used thoughts to communicate. After about 4 or 5 minutes, i saw spouts directly in front, a little ways out. It seemed they were not moving much and sometime floating on the surface. They seemed relaxed, in comparison to the South and Westside, where boats seek to watch them, and they keep moving. They also were staying under longer( capable of staying under for 15 mins). They were heading out and i didn't get much of a view. I noticed an orange fish that was kind of caught on a lava rock table pool, with crashing waves with whitewater sometimes covering the pool. The fish looked kind of battered, and i looked at some dangling rope down the mud cliff, and had to decide against the impulse to help somehow. This was the older brother of the orange fish in the pond where i live. That pond served as my metaphor for our environment in these writings. The fish's escape would be difficult. He needed to swim against the current of the waves pushing him the other way. THEN, swim WITH the current to be pulled back out to freedom. Of course, it would demand perfect timing, and trust or instinct or something., to go with the flow...
              So, i decided how much i could spend empathizing with the fish's predicament, which there wasn't much i could do (guess he didn't get my message), or watch  the free and relaxed cetaceans. Looking out i saw the whales had come back to that same spot out from me. It was almost a mile out. Then way out, a giant splash was all i caught of a big breech. I thought: guys this is great, i was kind of wanting to see a little more. Gotta get up that hill before dark. Few minutes - Then - right outside the break at the cove - 2 or 300 yds. out - moving like a dolphin she cruised by right by. Always bringing an excited gasp.
                  Air, O2, the blowhole,breathing through the top of the head, the chakras above the head, all these ideas brought a deeper resonance with these beings. A fantasy of an active mind, a longing - doesn't matter. The subjective experience is yours, but can be shared with those who can hear. All these thoughts, with the breath, allowed the activation again. The breath thru the top of the head, the spine tingling depth of self and at the core: a connection to all...a thankful bliss / to live now...  

     
       

Video: In total silence the mind comes upon the eternal - J. Krishnamurti Online

Video: In total silence the mind comes upon the eternal - J. Krishnamurti Online

Pondscapes?

      Some of the newer physics have heartened those, who are drawn to metaphysics, and those who like to see in a more left brain way, by giving evidence that consciousness is non local at the same time. This brings up the ideas of how, and in what way, are we all connected. Besides an egoic nature that starts as a helpless newborn that will need care and protection to survive, we are immersed in a system that is structured to believe that the world revolves around us. I want this - i need that - it is nature's way.  These beginnings, driven by needs and the underlying desire to live and love, are approached in different ways by a multitude of cultures, past and present. Most, if not all, have a structure, built by their forebears, that explain and delineate the various codes,deities,social rules, and origin and purpose of life. A lot of ancient cultures had knowledge of the connectedness of life. Many didn't. A tribe in a jungle may have a totally different culture than their neighbors, 30 mi. away. And as far as we know, we've always fought in the recent past ( the last  5000 yrs) - (we create the conditions that cause pain - must therefore experience the effect). As Dannion Brinkley related in Saved By The Light: In Vietnam he was a special ops assassin. He was  dropped off in Laos with 2 support crew and carried out his mission, which was to shoot a Colonel, who was addressing his troops in the morning. So - Dannion was not a new ager, so his near death and out of body (OBE) experience a few yrs later was not expected. When shown pictures of his life, he would be the one to feel and understand the whole experience. He not only had to feel the pain and surprise of the Colonel, he felt the pain of his children, who grieved for their father. We don't know how we affect it all, and this is our quest - to open to what is deep within... Learning thru time and space...With a very long recovery, Daniel changed his life and has been working with hospice and veteran's groups for decades -

Remix

http://youtu.be/xDZoE7AXmZ8 - Nusrath Fateh Ali Khan  - finishing a couple posts - lotta drafts

Allowing Blissful Experiences

        One thing most everyone can agree to is that we all desire a good life and  happiness. Psychologists,mystics and philosophers have put forth many theories that delineate the needs and wants people pursue, and how one's actions all point to experiencing the attainment of them. This may come under the heading "the common way", and comprehensive logic and experience tells us this is "normal". Have you noticed that the experiencer's wishes are mostly born from observing others attain desired things, or from society or "sales" entities. "Well, she really 'loves' her new smartphone, I will get one just like it." This may partially come from our social nature, (mirroring others), but many view it as what's known in Buddhist thought as " neti neti" - not this - not this. The varied, seemingly endless search for enjoyment goes forth, maybe a fling with someone or something, then on to the next try. Of course, many find enjoyable activities and stick to them for a lifetime. They find levels of "happiness" that no one will argue with. It's entirely your choice that you have been given and rightly so, and it follows that you will be given enough time and opportunity to complete your "destiny." When the eventual time comes when you or the object of your enjoyment have to separate, there is often great trauma. The values people ascribe to things are temporary, so it is eventually lost.  The promising thing is that we have small pleasures from things and in a different way people(hopefully), with the negative - that - rarely are those in this pursuit -
DEEPLY FULFILLED. Because of the sovereignty of all, free will is given - but not to the point of the destruction of the environment, or other planetary habitats. The mysteries and sufferings in this world are long and deep. Sometimes, people turn to atheism, after terrible events which they see as being allowed by God - "How could a loving God let this happen?" Gielgud answers as HIM in Time Bandits: 'I think it has something to do with free will.' The wounded seeker had been told that 'not a blade of grass moves without the hand of the Lord.' That is true because it is all the energy of the source, but it is given to many others to co-create this reality(dream). Certainly the source of compassion has great regard for the creation, but it is obvious that it is given to us to be the ones who care for this world. The amount of beings and energy it takes is beyond our comprehension. Arguing over the name or way of God is beyond our mental power to know, and only makes working together more difficult. The bottom line is: You don't know - And this is not a comfortable position - not knowing. Of course, each path believes it is the best - despite claiming that there are many paths. Some say they are the only way - was there not enlightenment before 2000 years ago? That doesn't seem very compassionate. Once again, we are all in various degrees of illusion. Going deeper we have subjective experiences of bliss, wisdom, and oneness. These gifts you have attracted by your love and compassion. Re - choosing not to judge, by allowing, like the creator. Being one and yet still simultaneously different, we move within the energy of all. Patience will serve to help you to be honest. Saying "I don't really know" is preferable to blindly or fearfully following. If it's true, it'll come to you. What do we know - being truthful - we have love in our hearts, we empathize with others, we're all in the same boat. Judge not, try suspending belief, and give whatever you've got. When you do it while being connected to your deepest self, especially now, you are co-creating a wonderous paradise...

Somptin Happnin' (Bansuri Rmx)

Somptin Happnin' (Bansuri Rmx)

Ponderings Beyond

      Been a while since lotus flowering season. Strong and determined lilies continue.  Time's ebbing and flow slip and slide in our dreamings... where is home - many ask. Many who i've met witnessed a smile or puzzled look, or a cheeky answer, when asked  "Where are you from?" This year has been focusing on balancing the boundaries, as maybe i'm already more predisposed to feel the bigger picture. There are no pictures on my walls. For me, synchronizing the oneness and simultaneous difference is the teaching needed now. All the health issues of this year, which were not that bad, tell me what needs work. The physical and the inner energy in harmony. As always, evolution is an individual choice, we come in and depart by ourselves, along with our invisible support system. Now, i feel the gradual "quickening" of the last few years has increased markedly.  This the extent of my pre - activation dogma. Things i've noticed in energies over time. I don't align easily with cultish theories or pronouncements from anyone who is convinced of something, tho am open to everything while discerning the reality of the situation. On the 22nd i was not thinking of anything about it, waiting for the man to come by and fix the sink. Until i saw a message from the intention experiment that was (oc)currently occurring. (?) A nice more functional faucet was installed and i put baking soda and vinegar into he clogged drain for about the fifth try. I went out side and went into a overpoweringly deep meditation. I did not want to stop, i did feel that time had gone by and thought " better put more vinegar in, but couldn't or wouldn't get up to do so.  Part of the experience was a replay or based on two experiences from days leading up to the 22nd. One is a session of qi gong that i did, and the other was tuning into and witnessing advanced beings meditating thru video. The particular position of where you are reaching out with your right, and bringing in the energy, and transferring it thru and out the left - with feet connected to the earth. During this meditation, which was in a chair, i felt a pressure on the top of my head and feelings above the head. Now this deep energy is easier to access, and as those inclined absorb them, they share pass them on in a rainbow bridge around the world. The intention experiment folks were measuring the global thought/energy readings around the world.
         I experienced another aspect of this energy while driving. When someone made a choice that i perceived as rude, i realized that with this increased shakti/energy, would come a greater responsibility to maintain control of the emotions. One needs to breathe and integrate and flow with the energy. The pond continues with it's destiny and tank seaweed is under control. And the clogged drain, eventually opened with the natural mixture and a stick (chimps). So now the flow is unimpeded - coming from above thru to below...